Concealed in the cupboard.

I continue to feel quite reassured that my cousin does come across as horrendous. I am reflecting on her with baffled amusement. Nothing in her manner comes across as anything other than polite and helpful and lacking extremes of emotion. It's just everything she does that's so awful. She doesn't burn down orphanages. She just comes here all the time when we've dropped hints that sometimes we are quite busy or tired or wanting to spend time with people who aren't her, and she wants us to do entertaining things, like running, and has no ability to recognise that this makes us unhappy and she stares at us and follows us and wants to be completely the centre of attention and has NO IDEA and throws away the lettuce. HELP.

I am eating things. I just feel I needn't. Generally I am a very hungry person. Possibly it will come back soon, then I'll wonder why I missed it. I do miss the part of the pie I shunned. That seems practically evil.