An aborted Grrrr.

[whatho]

I was so RESTLESSLY ANGRY this morning and was planning to write a post of MAJOR DOOM and hideous self-absorption and WOE and regret (mostly regret) and then the sun came out and I went a bit 'ah, meh' and 'what does it matter' and right now I'm Very Nearly Furious about not being aNgRy because now I can't write the post and I don't know what to write instead.

And the other thing is that I have in my head, of all things, 'Tomorrow Belongs to Me.' The rallying nazi anthem from Cabaret. It's about the last thing I want to ever catch myself accidentally singing out loud. I'm humming 'When I'm Cleaning Windows' to myself in a sort of feverish mantra fashion in the hope that it might usurp the other one. Egads.

But mostly you should be grateful to the sun for keeping the whine out of your faces.

Comments

[jekesta]

Raarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

It rained furiously this morning. I know this because I was AWAKE. Then I went to the nurse and it was sunny. Then I came home and it HAILED SO HARD that it came into my room. And I looked at it in a shocked kind of 'what do you think you are DOING?' face and shut the window. And then I went to the doctor and it was SUNNY AS SUNNY AS IT KNOWS HOW TO BE again. But the window is still closed. For I am lazy and the weather is CHANGEABLE. And that's all the weather.

[whatho.livejournal.com]

Wow. You had crazy weather. Thank you for the update. It was most informative. Primarily your weather seems to be affected by your being in the presence of medical people. Which is both interesting and unusual.

[jekesta]

It proves my special.